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!Friday, December 31, 2004
it was fun hanging out with 4/2 peeps yesterday.. though onli few turned up.. hahaz.. but okie lah.. managed to chat with hongwin es. she is so chio now lorZz! had steamboat and went to town to rot after tt.. damn it.. i waited for my bus more than 30 mins.. maybe 40 mins huh.. glad tt elyse's bus also nv come.. ahhaz.. then we rot together..
today kinda suck.. coz the moment i wake up.. i was aching all over and my throat is burning.. got the dumb flu bug and germs from my dad.. haix.. and i still went for tuition.. ahhaz.. i almost nod off coz the medicine was working.. i am still feeling sick now.. wells.. hope i will be fine tml and can go n meet and og2 mates.. miss them like hell
this section is dedicated to kat and jiesung es.
i noe its hard to leave physically, mentally and emotionally and to carry on with wadeva life u all will be leading.. but there are ups n downs in life.. u will haf to face wadeva challenges ahead.. wad matters most is that u noe i will be there for u 2 when u need me to.. stay happy and good luck k? keep in touch..
Shanny
; @ 1:35 PM
!Wednesday, December 29, 2004
its saddening.. the disaster.. water took away so many innocent lives. yesh.. like wad sy says. my heart goes out to all of them.. well.. this got me thinking bout how safe and lucky we are.. we muz have done lotsa good deeds to be able to reborn in this disaster-free nation ----- singapore. i will learn to cherish everythin i have now.. my family, my frens, etc, coz i might juz lose anything the next sec. tt's bout it
anywayz.. it has been quite boring at home. doing nothin actualli. i have busy frens hu keep changing meeting slots and time. abit pissed.. my world is not juz bout u all.. plz dun take my compromise as it is.. coz u all shld noe the limit.. its kinda OVER the limit alreadi. stop it.. or i think we can juz dun meet up foreva. i hope to see u guys on 30th..
Shanny
; @ 3:50 PM
!Thursday, December 23, 2004
well.. yesterday was A51's bbq.. quite alot turned up i wld say.. coz there wasn't any successful attempt to haf any class outing since dunno when.. yah.. tt reminds me tt i haven pay sharon money for the bbq food.. haix.. kat, sharon, yeanling and wanting went to kbox with me from 11am till 2pm plus plus.. then we meet up with others n proceed to this veri veri run-down n haunted changi chalet.. well.. its reeli haunted i wld say.. i reeli felt so weird the moment i was there.. then the worst thing was my shoe kinda snapped.. it's so unlucky lah.. i am not paranoid k.. its true.. tt place is dirty.. lolz.. then we ate and had a mini bdae celebration for wanting.. quite fun lah.. took lotsa pictures.. and some of them played cards and all tt and the dare was to walk ard a haunted looking hse and take pictures of it.. orh my.. they are darn daring.. yes.. i am hum-ji.. i admit.. i juz think i am unlucky enuff.. cannot afford to see anything which dun belong to my world.. hahaz.. and they claimed they saw sumthin scary thru the window.. well.. i muz say.. i reeli think they r daring n brave.. lolzZ.. anyways.. today is such a sian day.. i am like behaving like a maid fer the whole day.. cook lunch, wash dishes, help prepare dinner, fold clothes.. argh.. yucks.. this sucks man...
Shanny
; @ 2:07 PM
!Tuesday, December 21, 2004
juz back from elyse's chalet yesterday.. hazZ! thanx nigel.. for giving me face to come down huh... still veri veri extremely tired.. actualli din do much.. slack, eat and play lorz.. the same stuff.. then b4 going home.. went to watch shutter.. eh.. quite nice lah.. but it will be scarier if alan is not beside me telling me to get prepared.. ahhaz.. he soo nice right.. orelse i sure scream de.. ahhaz.. then will be sia suey.. well.. later going to alexandra hospital to visit my grandma.. then go queensway buy shoes.. haix.. tiring day.. i feel sooooo lazy to go anywhere... the photos below are taken at the chalet.. enjoy looking at them..
Shanny
; @ 7:43 AM
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I wrote this..
Shanny
; @ 7:26 AM
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ThiS is ReeLi acT cuTe
Shanny
; @ 7:25 AM
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ah liang n me!
Shanny
; @ 7:24 AM
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its not raining...
Shanny
; @ 7:22 AM
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me n nigel.. stupid smile lah!
Shanny
; @ 7:21 AM
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me n jupstar! loving not?
Shanny
; @ 7:20 AM
!Wednesday, December 15, 2004
mrs chang leaving on 21st.. i will miss her alot.. she is one of the greatest teachers i have met in nanhua.. though i hate physics.. hahaz.. but i reeli think she taught us well.. went to her hse today.. most of the time.. played with her daughter.. and got the chance to haf a short chat with her while elyse was playing with her daughter.. i felt her love of her students.. she cared alot.. and i reeli enjoyed the chat with her.. made me think of mrs tan too.. she did not juz taught us maths.. but about alot of things in life.. i am starting to think of the nanhua days.. how beautiful my history of schooldays were in nanhua.. the ppl i met and the good things tt happened in tt small, but lovely sch.. the frens i met there.. haix.. but will neva return to those days.. life haf nv been better than my sec sch life.. i miss everything there..
tml going to pay respect to my grandma. her 1st yr anniversary.. haix..
Shanny
; @ 3:15 PM
!Tuesday, December 14, 2004
did alot of things today.. but still bored.. i went to my brother's new sch --- DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL with him to buy his books n uniform lah.. tt sch is alil too big.. hahaz.. yeah.. he got thru the integrated programme.. transfering there to continue his studies..
well, after tt.. we went to some vcd shops to look for vcds to buy.. then ended up buying snow angel.. haven started on it.. but i bet i can finished watching tt in a few days time.. eh.. then called elyse to ask her about tml.. going to mrs chang's hse.. she leaving on 21st.. then wanna buy n make some stuff for her b4 she go.. looking thru some photos juz now.. with all the 4/2 ppl and of coz mrs chang lah.. hahaz.. then got in touch with alot of photos and some of my bdae pressie.. i nearly cried when i read thru the 'ah mao zhen zhuan' written by my mao gang.. hahaz.. it was real touching..
orh.. n also.. looked thru the many many photos which i took with my og pals.. i miss them alot.. but it seems like there will neva be a day where we can reeli gather n tok crap.. now tt i am toking to dear cherryn.. i tot i reeli missed the happiest moments which i spent with og2 in JJC for the first 3 months.. argh.. though we might not be physically close, but i still can feel how strongly we are still attached to the term OG2.. cheers! OG2 rockx foreva! hahaz..
Shanny
; @ 2:25 PM
!Sunday, December 12, 2004
today is as usual.. one word to describe it onli.. SIAN... wad else can it be.. i spent the whole day watching dvds n vcds.. yah.. my dad bought this new dvd cum vcd cum alot of thing player.. so i kinda find this thing useful to help me spend my days..
watched Jay's the one concert and S.H.E's qi2 huan4 le4 yuan2 concert dvd.. well.. quite nice lah.. but jay's watched halfway onli.. coz my sis going out mah.. then gotta wait for her to be at home again.. so i can watch.. to save electricity. lolzZ.. well.. anyone got vcd or dvd to lend me? i am sooo bored.. running out of stuff to watch le!! sooo sian..
orh yah.. i hope my A51 chalet BBQ can be a success.. orelse.. its like soo sad.. i hope alot of ppl can make it.. coz i wanna see kathie.. miss her the most.. still got ppl like jiefang bishi mengsy blah blah blah.. hahaz.. miss u guys.. please turn up on 21st k?
Shanny
; @ 2:47 PM
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this is posted juz for HP.. ahhaz.. take a look!
Shanny
; @ 2:32 PM
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hahaz.. this is my mao mao gang member.. LOLZz
Shanny
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the best of frens
Shanny
; @ 2:30 PM
!Saturday, December 11, 2004
In my mind I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about Believing in yourself
*Chorus 1*
And I dream
I can run Like the wind And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there's a time In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about Believing in yourself
*Chorus 2*
And I dream
I can run Like the wind And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run Like the wind And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
This song is sooo nice. got the version sang by sylvester.. my bro juz managed to get it.. hahahaz..*grins*
Shanny
; @ 10:55 AM
!Friday, December 10, 2004
a saint playing soccer? ahahahz..
Shanny
; @ 10:47 AM
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me n steven.. anywayZz.. those hu duno him.. he is one of my best bud in 4/2
Shanny
; @ 10:47 AM
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ahhaz.. its jay again.. sorrie... hahaz
Shanny
; @ 10:43 AM
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me n my sis.. i am sure nigel loves this pic!
Shanny
; @ 10:42 AM
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the man in my life! hahhahaz!!
Shanny
; @ 10:41 AM
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this is my family pic! so nice right?
Shanny
; @ 10:40 AM
!Thursday, December 09, 2004
ahahz..got all my hard earned money today.. $1081.96. *winks*but i am still poor, so dun come after me wanting all kinds of treats ah... lolzZ.. so happy.. but today is sooo sian.. got nothin to do practically.. n i juz dread leaving the hse.. hahaz.. n cannot study coz no mood at all.. SO SIAN! i heard this story on yess933 fm.. sounds like mine.. but wadeva lah... dun reeli noe wad i am toking bout le..
Lots of Luv ,
minshan
* learn to give up when it's the time to do so *
Shanny
; @ 2:27 PM
!Wednesday, December 08, 2004
i said "when can go ur hse to play mahjong or steamboat.. then can see xiang zhong n bena !" sy said "xiangz just asked me the qn today!!"
juz this sentence made me feel abit sad.. where is this guy whom i have known for 14 yrs? i feel soooo distant from him. we used to play alot, crap alot from young.. sharing the stupidest stuff we did from young.. yes.. he noes the most stupid thing i did when i was 5 yrs old.. haix.. it has been sooo long the grp had gathered to crap.. am i getting emotional? i guessed so bah.. i hope i can stay close to those frens whom i reeli care for and treasure.. but i realised there is a limit to wad i can do.. i cannot be doing everything to keep these ppl close to my heart.. so all i can do now is to be sad when we are drifting apart..
actualli, its not tt serious lah.. we are alwayz like tt, close for a period n then drift apart coz we are leading different lives and walking on different paths actualli. all i can wish for, is a nice gathering where we can catch up with each other..
Shanny
; @ 1:50 PM
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life is getting abit sian.. waking up, eating, slacking, watch tv, do homework, slack again, eat again and everything juz repeats lah.. like a cycle.. refraining myself to go out coz i think i shld stay home more.. i am like going to chalets and all tt.. so better start mugging now.. or at least try to finish my hw asap.. left with the damn RJC maths paper onli.. good.. can start slacking again..
haix.. i wanna go out.. but lazy leh.. anyway, i started writing my own stuff in chinese liao.. juz tt i haven find a nice book to write n copy the stuff in.. haiz... hunting for one.. but kinda stupid.. coz i lazy to go out.. how to find arh? hahahz..
anywayz.. i had a dream yesterday.. about jay chou. well.. though its dumb.. but hahaz.. i like it.. not going to share with u guys bout the content of the dream.. coz its too absurb.. hahaz.. and well.. i suddenly miss my frens alot.. my 4/2 frens es. i miss 4/2! can i see u guys real soon? i hope so..
Shanny
; @ 5:25 AM
!Sunday, December 05, 2004
i cannot believe i am acting like a child now.. trying all means to persuade nigel lin to go to elyse's chalet.. hahaz.. but i wld reeli haf to agree tt if he is not ard.. we are gonna miss out on lotsa fun.. coz he is reeli entertaining, funnie n lame in all wayz! so please nigel.. yah.. i pleading u.. go lah! for the sake of all of us who are ur nice n good frens huh!
k.. i will haf to start toking bout my boring day today.. went to IOH for of checkup.. then saw terence on the mrt when i was going home.. yah.. so i sneak behind him and try to get his attention lah.. then chatted a few sentences and he alight at chinese garden to go for a swim with alan they all...
yah.. so back at home.. ate lunch, watched tv, used the comp then went orchard with my mummy.. it was sooo darn crowded today.. then i got abit pissed lah.. coz i hate crowds.. so i told my mummy i wanna go home... so we went home lah.. quite stupid right.. i am truly sorrie bout it.. but.. i reeli dun like to go places with lotsa ppl.. yah.. so now i am back home using the internet.. persuading nigel to go to the chalet! sooooooo.. please go!
orh yah.. any 4/2 peeps who sees this entry.. please take note.. mrs chang is leaving for U.S (if i am not wrong) on the 21st of Dec.. so we gonna meet up at her place on 14th.. please make urself darn free tt day k? see ya guys.. i will inform u all bout the details after i settle those stuff. thanx k? take lotsa care!
Shanny
; @ 2:24 PM
!Friday, December 03, 2004
yes.. the title of my entry is the name of jay's newest self written book-=Grandeur de D major=- .. i have read it after buying it today.. it's veri well written.. though his language and the way he delivered his thoughts are not as well versed like the way vincent fang aka fang wen shan.. but i reeli can feel his sincerity in it.. he got his mum, dad, grandma, piano teacher, his frens like jolin, liu geng hong, nan quan mama's gary writing bout him too.. they wrote well.. and yah.. gotta noe more bout jay not as the cool singer in front of the media.. yah.. he wrote alot alot bout himself, bout his dreams, bout his life, sharing the funniest and weirdest stuff which happened to him.. e.g. he was actualli entering a hotel and he tot of waving n shaking hands with his fans waiting there for him, but as soon as he walked out of the car, the security guard grabbed him or rather say carried him and b4 he realised anything, he was already in the lift with the security guard apologising to him profusely bout carrying him like a KANGAROO coz its toooooo crowded n messy at the door... tt's funny right? ahhaz.. kangaroo.. and lots more funny things in his life lah.. i shld say it's a great book toking bout every aspect of his life. i respect some of his thoughts and his courage to admit alot of bad/good things bout himself stating reasons to some of his actions in the music industry.. i tot he was reeli sincere to show the real him.. yes.. the real jay chou.. not to forget bout some nice illustrations n pictures in this book.. cool man.. he looks soooooo cool.. i wun say he is shuai.. but he is juz different coz he is the "diao3" jay chou.. music is his everything.. and his everything is the onli thing i love bout him!! and i wld like to say that a weird idea came across my mind while i read his book.. and after reading it.. i suddenly had the urge to write my own book containing my thoughts and i wld onli like to have my close ones reading it.. yes.. writing in chinese.. not onli bout jay chou but everything happening in my life.. i think its rather cool to write ur own book.. reading it urself.. can say its like ur diary but i wun write it in the normal n simple way.. i wld say i wanna write it in the most beautiful structure i can.. well.. start my career to become an editor in the media or maybe a writer? cool right.. i think i found my way to carry on n will try hard to work for it.. rather cool to haf a book which i am gonna write.. maybe my chinese will get better writing bout the most interesting clips of my life.. i may find it meaningful when i look back at these stuff next time..
Shanny
; @ 1:56 PM
!Thursday, December 02, 2004
yoyoyo.. the pictures below are some of my working buddies.. love them.. make my working experience a wonderful one.. taught me lotsa stuff.. had lotsa fun time hanging out together and also. not neglecting the most memorable one when we took these photos on my last day of work on 30th dec.. yesh.. will miss u all reeli alot.. i will go n visit u guys darn soon.. wait for me horZz.. anyway.. today soooo sad.. i support syl alot.. but he lost lah.. but taufik is good too.. someone with a nice voice. yes.. he is better when they are competing in english songs.. but.. i think u ppl haf to agree with me tt when sylvester sings chinese pop songs.. he sounded real good.. he is definitely an idol material.. noes how to react to his fans and haf constant eye contact with his audience.. well... i shld say more in the next entry.. coz dun wish to lump this whole big chunk of singapore idol comments to my working stuff.. hahaz..
Shanny
; @ 3:55 PM
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from left: me, ling ling, xiao lin, xiao fen, amy and joo ee
Shanny
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Kevin.. the mr nice guy in the factory..
Shanny
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amy n me!!! in our sooooo ugly company tee...
Shanny
; @ 3:32 PM
!Wednesday, December 01, 2004
hey peeps.. here are some nice pictures i took at the concert.. it was fun, nice, enjoyable and i reeli think jay did a good concert for all his fans..can see improvement in his singing and he played lotsa instruments.. the flute, the piano, the drums and he danced! hahaz.. love him more n more.. he is soo cool.. well.. i reeli enjoyed the concert but one thing i thing which i dun reeli like is the 4 sided stage.. it makes him difficult to make sure tt all sides can see him at all times.. but think he did his best to make it fair for everyone to see his shuai shuai look!!!
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